my little history.

2006-03-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

2006-03-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

had dinner with f0urthree'o5 today.
enjoyed myself though i really hate dining at seoul garden.
poor huijuin lost her whole wallet.
just hope the thief will be nice enough to take de money and return the wallet.
and yah, fangyi is really really BURNT.

went to shop with jenn and fangyi after that.
it was a TORTURE shopping with these two woman.
they were testing perfume, while i was sneezing beside them la!
stupid jenn still held it so close to my nose.
7 years of friendship and she did this kinda thing to me! lol.

saw a bag which i think i like a lot.
but its like a pretty old design le. =(

it was really nice chatting with them. =)
laughing over pinafore-'idiots'.
first day of school, sharon wore her tie inside the pinafore.
and shan came to school without her belt.
apparently she thought the uniform is worn without a belt. LOL.

helped jenn fangyi qiao take spastic photos.
the icecream was great! choc with choc chips. =D

went into the stoning mode quite a few times today.
i need sleep! have been sleeping real late.
mon-4am
tues-5.30am
wed-7.30am

haha. its like i'm sleeping the next day!
watched memoirs of a geisha yesterday night. or rather today morning.
damn boring la. couldn't comprehend what they were saying too.
my dad called at 4am to ask if we wanted supper.
had a fright cuz my hp rang suddenly but my dad rocks la! =)

stopped geisha halfway and went back to watch my EXPRESS BOY.
hoho. so much nicer can.
anyway sarah, "this holidays dont need to do homework already"
because i wont be able to un-glue myself from the tv and dvd player.
haha. yea grace i'm enjoying holidays.
cuz i get to stay home a lot and watch a lot a lot of dvds.
i have express boy, tru calling, perhaps love, etc.
i kinda hope that this is dec holidays. LOL.

guess the only unfortunate is that i'm hell BROKE.

2006-03-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

had choir today! the finnish guy is so funny and nice.
choir's like the colour in my life now.
i don't mind singing for the rest of my life i guess. =)

anyway, replaced a new mp3 player.
now its black. LOL. my things are going 'black' again.
the saddest part though, is that i need to transfer all my songs again.

hoho. checked civics classes at the atrium today.
o6S10's staying together! =)
and youxin's in LIGNUM too!

yay! stella's here to ton at my house again.
she brought my express boy! HE JUN XIANG. =D
this holidays dont need do homework already. >.<

WAHAHA. whyamifeelingsoinsecure.arewedriftingapartorwhat?
march seemsasthouudunrelicaremuchabtwadsgoingoninmylife.
is inoeishdntuseelengthofurrepliesasameasureofhwmuchimeantou.
so stopmefromfeelingthiswayalright.nitdoesnthelpdaturesofaraway
gonna itsgonnabesostupidifiweretojustactlikeidontcareorwad.
rock. butsomehowifeelthaturenotgoingtoknowimreferingtoyou.

2006-03-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

iMISS wonglaifong.
how she used to crap with us for 40mins and teach the remaining 20mins.
how we used to suan her about her height.
how much she enjoyed giving us past year papers.
how maths lesson rocked with her around.

iMISS yongengkiat.
how he cracked lame jokes during every lesson.
how he tried to turn over a new leaf.
how he had to be responsible for all the bad things 4/3'o5 did.
how he wiped out polo sweets from supermarkets and drew his masterpiece to encourage us.

iMISS f0urthree'o5.
how we enthu-ed during april games.
how we screamed during school events.
how much fun we had at chalets and dinners.
how we laughed together during lessons.
how we played captain's ball like crazy people during pe.

iMISS jiaying(aka my ahjerth dear).
how we used to pass each other letters.
how we communicated by writing in our own shared book.
how i used to look for her and hide when i feel down.
how we stayed close at heart even when we're not always together.

iMISS perlin.ningx.shan.fangyi.
how we ate during lessons.
how we sang our lungs out at kbox.
how we escorted mdmwong back to the h.o.d room after maths lessons.
how we always had so much to chat about.

iMISS weiyee.
how we used to stone during history lessons.
how we used to stand together and slack during choir.
how we used to always suan each other.
how we used to chat on msn in the middle of the night.

iMISS 2/1'o3 chi girls.
how we used to gossip and play truth or dare.
how we enjoyed ourselves during reunion lunch and dinners.
how we celebrated each and every single one's birthday.
how we ended every year's finalyear exams by eating at seoulgarden.

was chatting with my cousin over dinner today.
realised that i'm missing anderson so much.
life in anderson made me experience all the sweet, sour, bitter, spice.
i met friends whom i'm sure i'll remember them all my life.

anyway, mentioned in some entry quite some time ago i'll post pics.

first up, presents i got on my birthday!(quite long ago though)

from 2/1'o3 chi girls!

from my dearest ahjerth dear =)

from perlin ningx shan fangyi jiawei!

from rocking njc og8!

from jinyi

and now, pics of the people i miss so much!

me and ahjerth dear.

ningx . me . shan

me . qiao

jenn . me . pat

me . fabby

of course not forgetting f0urthree'o5, although this is just half the class. =)

2006-03-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

lessons are back to normal.
time to sort out feelings and get back to work.
spent the whole of yesterday in heartache.
watching someone leave forever,
with only ashes and memories for us to keep.

time seems to crawl the last few days.
felt like weeks although she's only been gone for a few days.

felt like i haven't attended lessons for years.
so was kinda weird today. trying hard to catch up.
i need to complete:
physics kinematics assignment and tutorial
chem electronic structure tutorial
maths trigonometry tutorial
econs essay

im so glad holidays are coming.

2006-03-05T15:47:00.000+08:00

gonna be so dead. more than 1 week of work undone.
i'll be missing the 2nd day of orientation too.
anyway, leave a tag if you're going to nj k?
whether your appeal is successful or you've been posted there.

if only i had slept 30mins later.
if only i had gone to the hospital on thurs.
if only we had not helped her to switch hospital.
if only.

miracles don't happen.

2006-02-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

damn bored la, so decided to change layout.
super slow at it now. simple editting also takes me 45mins.
guess i'm just not in the mood.

had a very short gp cuz ms tan wasn't here.
left after completing that dumb worksheet on the topic of bias.
don't think i wrote sense anyway.

felt distracted the whole day.
feeling damn worried la.
left for the hospital immediately after school.
luckily she's much better today.
finally got to see her after so many months.
she looks so frail. lost a lot of weight.
and when i saw the scars left behind by her chemo, i couldnt hold back my tears.
i know i'm not supposed to cry in front of her, but i couldn't help it.
fell asleep on the hospital's sofa cuz was really tired.

please tell me miracles do happen.

2006-02-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

woohoo! had bbq at youxin's house today!
rocks rocks rocks la. but her house damn far from main road.
lol. her house's so nice, like palace like that.
swimming pool, surround system, grand piano, etc.
haha. if i have a house like that, i don't even wanna go school can!
she has a nice brother too! =P
but of course, my dear og best friend youxin rocks most. =)

yesterday's ntu choir concert rocked too!
nj choir sang great! i'm really loving choir.
saw vijay, yukai, ziyuan, apple, etc. only got time to wave though.
ANDss choir concert coming up. jiayou!!
haha. bathed and dropped dead immediately upon reaching home.

went glenneagles today.
how i wish i could go in and visit her.
i wanna recover now! so that i won't pass on the virus to her.

met up with og8 at nj bus stop.
so happy that many turned up la. =)
had a really nice time bbq-ing and chatting at her house.

tonight don't need to sleep liao man.
now trying to understand the chem notes.
it sucks to miss lectures. market equilibrium sounds chim too.

i was DAMN PISSED today.
heard stuff that totally pissed me off.
and changed my impression of them.

jumping to conclusions, making groundless accusations.
so this is what you're capable of yea?
brainless loudspeakers like you suck.
i'm not interested in hui sui hang.
so shut the hell up.

2006-02-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

alright, i'll update.

had a lousy and screwed up week man. lol.
monday- council interview
tuesday- fell sick and left home early
wednesday- absent
thursday- maths test-i scaled the graph by the wrong axis! *just when i felt i was going to pass >.<
friday- sad sad news. =(

tomorrow's performance, need to sing well!
i need court shoes la! hope tomorrow's ogl camp wont be too draining.

2006-02-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

i've decided.
if youxin's not gonna stay, i'll leave nj.

all the shit about nj being my dream school.
it doesn't matter anymore.

i'm feeling darn pissed and lousy.

2006-02-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

boohoo. didn't go movie-ing today! truckloads of thanks to all the tutorials.
coming online every now and then. i know i shouldnt, but i cant help it. haha!
and the retribution i get is to entertain people whom i don't feel like chatting with.

slept away my afternoon today. was forced to.
had really bloodshot eyes. and this dont know what thing at the corner of my eye.
panicked for quite awhile cuz it reminded me of pat's cornea ulcer.
managed to calm myself down after realising that she had cornea ulcer cuz of contacts and i don't wear contacts. haha.

tomorrow's my interview.
and i'm having crazy ideas of backing out.
since staying in choir doesnt seem to be torturous anymore.
in fact, its getting fun. =)

cant believe i actually forgot about our performance on sat. totally.
and my dearest og best friend youxin is so nice!
haha she changed her housewarming to sunday instead of sat.
hoho i love you man!

i'm in high spirits! good news.
my mum just came back from the hospital.
my uncle's recovering fast. hope to chat with him soon.
've been so busy with school that i didnt visit him la.

oh man its close to 9. sian.
gotta do my physics tutorial.
but its okay, since jensen ong rocks!
haha. shall devote my time to mugging econs tomorrow.
and perhaps the test will decide if i should hold on to H2 econs.

i'm starting to accept the fact that we may not be reshuffling classes.

2006-02-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

road run today! ran with my best friend's childhood friend xuebing!
haha. felt lousy la. kept stopping. haha. like so boo boo.
and LIGNUM won the cheer competition! i was kinda surprised.
didnt cheer much though. my gastric was killing me. aww shucks.

haha. then went for the chem pract. nearly died.
luckily it was pretty simple. the filtration was hell slow.
didn't go back anderson in the end. cuz mdmwong not free!
so went to jurong east library to help my jie draw mindmaps.
i took the bus on the wrong side la!
ended up at bedok instead of jurong east.
haha in the end took mrt practically to the other end of singapore.
replied dear's letter on the way.
it's currently a record-breaking 20pages(not foolscap la).
and i'm still not finished yet. haha.

anyway went to eat longjohn. hehh.
rocking clam chowder! =)
then went some other place to eat. again!
came up with tons of lame stuff on the way.
the 3tigers song with edited lyrics! was laughing so damn hard.
guess i'll go crazy someday if i hang out with stella too much.
haha. strange rt? 4yrs age difference, same frequency!
today feel abit short-circuited. haha.
perhaps its because my interview's on monday.
-plays intense instrumental music-

had andersen's icecream! miss gelare's mocha chip.
haha. today ate a hell lot. and my lunch was at like 5? lol.
junjie's album is out today. =)
bought it at jurong point. yay! new songs!
need to start listening to ayumi's miss(understood) too.

hope my interview will go well. =)
and let my wish come true la. lol.

2006-02-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

feel like blogging a lot today, so shall see at the end how long i can blog. haha!
had problems uploading pictures. didn't wanna continue feeling dumb so decided to leave it.
haha! i love thursdays! so slack. tmr's road run, means no lessons, no need do work! wahaha.

spent a wonderful valentines' dear! haha. met jiaying for dinner! we've got so much to talk about that i felt that our conversation was endless can. haha. and now i'm going to meet her on the 14th of every month. =)

nj's valentines' quite heartwarming too! haha. everyone was going around to give chocolates and flowers. haha. felt really nice. everyone's so sweet. reminds me of the days back in anderson.

memories of 2005*
14jan- my birthday. sec1campfire. 1m pooh / pillow / poohbabyshoes / ayumicd / chocolates. painted choir banner.
15jan- andersonsec cca openhouse'o5. lollipop tradition. performed 'i believe i can fly'.
17jan- the official best partners: me fangyi ningx perlin khai. 5 tables. 1 friendship.
21jan- zakiah's house on hari raya haji. lontong.
24-26jan- adam khoo workshop. late nights. bloody cold aircon. freaking funny gary. pails of tears.
14feb- valentines'. hearts' connection day.
16feb- f0urthree'o5 healthcheck. angry nurse. funny photos.
28feb- jie's birthday. release of results for express chinese. hearts thumping.
4mar- wo men de bai yun gang. nyjc. huang laoshi. 2/1'o3.
11mar- crosscountry@ eastcoast. jingjie's birthday. f0urthree'o5 bbq.
14mar- first salary.
5apr- syf. last choir performing. no honours. tears of disappointment.
13apr- lost wallet. dustbins. no more kfc thanks.
6may- evonne's birthday. swensens. rocking neoprints.
8may- new specs. nj colour-gray.
14may- bbq.
18may- first single digit l1r5.
20may- 2/1'o3 lunch. gossiping. neoprints. speech day.
21may- first time baking. tasteless muffins.
22may- one year anniversary. sizzler.
27may- andersonsec sports carnival. f0urthree'o5 dinner. seoul garden.
7jun- date with jiaying. first neoprint with her.
13jun- sharon's house. gossip session. heart-to-heart talk.
14jun- filming. last movie. heartbreak.
22jun- initial d premier.
18-25jul- prep prelim. didn't study. grades sucked.
22jul- kbox. shan's house.
5aug- kwonsangwoo's birthday.
6aug- weibo's birthday.
9aug- weibo day. IMM. 6 gaoshou cds.
30aug- physics prelim pract. lost phone.
12-23sep- prelims.
31oct- start of olevels.
18 nov- end of olevels. seoul garden.
22nov- kbox. shopping.
23nov- graduation ball.
29nov- 2/1'o3 chalet. uncle in sgh.
1dec- date with weiyee. first nc-16 movie.
19dec- bio marathon starts. lunch with jiaying.
23dec- chalet meeting @ mac. pool. shopping.
25dec- xmas. sad visit to sgh. chinatown.
26dec- chit chat session. sharon's house.
27dec- primary sch p6 cls reunion chalet. bbq.
28dec- partyworld with pri sch friends. neos.
30dec-1jan- f0urthree'o5 countdown chalet. arcade bball shooting. pool. bowling. overnight chatting. bbq. powerpoint slides of our times together. water bomb war. cycling at 3am. sharon's house.

end of 2005. but not the end of f0urthree'o5 or 2/1'o3.

2006-02-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

haha my comp's back, like finally.
had a busy month. time flies man. got back results on fri.
should be happy with it though can't help but feel a bit disappointed.
still deciding on something.
let me find a reason to stay.

road run's this friday.
hope there's no choir! =X
haha. meeting dear for dinner tmr.
=)=)=)
happy valentines' to all!

don't really feel like blogging a long entry.
haha. shall update again when i'm free.

2006-01-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

my birthday is over! had a fun and rocking birthday this year, and lotsa things made me damn touched la. love all of you who remembered my birthday!

and yah, first thing. apologies to sharon jenn xiying muihiang selian shuyi qiao anqi kejun fabby! sorry for pangseh-ing you guys today. ya i'll explain here again. firstly, i didn't mean to not pick up your calls. my hp wasn't with me then. and, i'm really sorry that i didn't manage to meet up with you guys. i couldn't eat steamboat cuz can't eat prawn, so actually thought of having dinner on my own first then rush down to meet you guys. but dragonboat ended pretty late. anyway just to let you guys know i really appreciate you guys for planning this for me and muihiang. and thanks for writing my name on the cake though i didn't get to see it. thanks for the wallet too! and once again, sorry!!

anyway, time for the thanking session. lol.

many many many thanks to(in order of time received):
s10+OGLs for the 'multipurpose' cake!
uncle alan for the t5 and the card! my first present received, and its delivered right to me at nj!
ahjerth dear for the card, stickers and mug! LOVE YOU!!
2/1'o3 people for the billabong wallet+the cake i didn't get to see!
jingjie connie weijie for the hp strap!
perlin ningxin shan fangyi for the ayumi cd+cake!
jiawei for my favourite guylian trufflina choc!
jinyi for the roxy bag+billabong waterbottle!
OG8+OGLs for the famous amos heartshaped 'cake' and the cookie lollipop!

and also, thanks for those who sang me a birthday song(in order of time sang)!
S10 classmates+OGLs
OG8+OGLs
ahjerth dear for sending me the birthday song via mms although i can't open. =/
ANDss choir members!
Antaios+OGLs+hari+handikha+youxin(still got who?)
sui hang for asking the people mentioned in the previous line to sing at the taka fountain, orchard mrt, lavender mrt carpark and kallang river. haha. that's 4 times.
sharon jenn xiying muihiang selian shuyi qiao anqi kejun fabby for singing over the phone for me even though i didn't meet up with you guys!

haha. now thanks to those who sent me birthday msg-es(in order of time received).
unclealan ahjerthdear sokkiang fabbygor shanlaopa sharon hary fangyi ahjerthdear(2nd time) jiawei juan ahjerthdear(3rd time w bday song) miner evonne kenhan jinyi xingying hari suihang jas weizhe lyndy vicky meipingahgong justin trixie selian xiying muihiang(happy bday to u too!) jenn hari(2nd time) xiuhui daniel trixie(2nd time) chuwen

okay, now shall talk about why i'm damn touched.
#o1. 2/1'o3 buddies wrote my name on the cake!
#o2. ahjerth dear for giving me personalised stickers!
#o3. ningx perlin shan fangyi to get me the cd when i don't even know that it's out!
#o4. OG8 for remembering that i don't eat cakes so bought cookies!
#o5. new class s10 for sending me birthday msg-es when we just got to know each other!

*will update with photos in the next entry!

anyway, met up with ahjerth dear today and went back to ANDss. the school is so much nicer now. really missed the teachers. the school like change quite a lot like that. went to find mdmwong mdmtey and some other teachers. im sad! uncletay no longer in ANDss le!! i miss him! had some catching up with xingying, perlin ningx shan fangyi, plus some others. its like, all my very good buddies are all in different schools from me. so i can't help but feel lonely sometimes. did the nj cheers at the porch area. =X but so happy that every NJCian from ANDss has the nj spirit! finally got the chance to visit my choir juniors too. sopranos must jiayou alright?!

after that went to town to collect my memory card and met suihang + juan + antaios people for lunch. was sticking to juan cuz i don't know the rest. then over lunch i realised that grace is jiaying's childhood friend! omg this world is so small la. haha. i think haowen's still blur about the "i'm her best friend's childhood friend" lol. after that met the people from OG8 and OG7 on the train. haha. then went to lavender mrt carpark to wait for the rest to come meet us.

dragonboating was so fun lor!! big thanks to the nj canoeist for teaching us! haha. but super tiring man. haha. i very scared will drop the paddle into the river. haha. and the water damn disgusting can. lol. after that went to shower. haha thanks haowen for the facial wash! my saviour! lol. after that went suntec for dinner. had carl's jr. saw waikuan!! haha. dug out quite alot of secrets from grace. haha. she dug out alot from me too! and we just like, know each other today? lol.

after that left with youxin. haha we were saying we really understand how suihang was feeling before we left. we still laugh at him cuz he say he's so tired that he's fainting then don't know what's happening. haha. me and youxin really felt like fainting when we walked through citylink la. lol. then were like, not talking sense. lol. damn tired!! haowen also like fell asleep in front of the comp. haha. orientation is like the best losing weight programme. lol!!

haha. now talk about our last day of orientation. damn slow la, yesterday then know actually STALIA stands for Schiara Tezelle Antaios Lynova Iryl Arella. haha. inside still got what school values one. and allies are according to school values. damn cool la. and the videos were damn funny. had a super lame ending skit. haha. i escaped the war game dry la. none of the water bombs hit me. lol. mass dance was damn nice as usual!!

after that went out with my class s10 to cold storage. haha. bought stuff for our dance party and i bought some stuff for OG8 OGLs. haha. had choir audition in the middle of the dance party. was damn drained, lucky ms lim let me off. had a small gathering with the OG8 people. haha. danced and then started to get my energy back and kinda went really crazy. lol. stalia estrellas rocks totally!

and now i'm really worried that i can't stay in nj after first three months. i'm seriously loving the school and everything that i'm doing. suddenly i wished that i'm one of the IP students or DSA applicants. at least they're staying on for sure. please please please let me stay in nj!!

haha. photos will be up in the next entry. thanks to all who gave me a happy birthday! =)

2006-01-12T23:13:00.001+08:00

woohoo! today's such a rocking rocking day!! =)=)=)

was actually feeling damn lethargic in the morning one, cuz have been losing sleep as a result of exhaustion. lol. someone be nice and sing me a lullaby before i sleep? bedtime stories would be nice too!

haha, anyway, had a really bad day yesterday. that's why the previous entry was like so depressing. cuz you see, i thought i screwed up my choir audition la. was damn tired of waiting so just went in with the mindset of getting out as fast as possible. didn't even think before singing the notes that were played. i was like asking myself, "am i singing what the person's playing?" lol. signed up for interact club, photography, sci & tech and astronomy too! astronomy looked damn cool alright. haha. but its gonna clash with choir. how how how?

and ya, had war games. lol. didn't get very wet cuz no one was attacking my side. but the field was super muddy and disgusting la. haha. all toilets were flooded after washing up.

as usual, had mass dance!! so so so cool man. i want someone to teach me the steps all over again. i'll be a good student i promise!! =) i love carwash!

discovered a really nice and quiet place in nj! fantastic view with the much appreciated silence. haha. and i totally love nj's grandstand, well, maybe the middle part of it. haha. you will sure find me there when i'm free and in the mornings! its super windy la, and good view of the track too.

hehh. let's talk about today! today was super super super super super fun man! and ya, was so super duper surprised that i got through for the audition la. its like, hari already prepared tissue paper to let me wipe my tears liao! lol!!

had station games! haha. first station was "transporting water". kinda common but the spirit was the thing that made the difference. the guys were like using their shirts so soak up the water spilled on the floor lor, so sporting!

our second station was the "detergent station". benches were placed in a zig-zag manner and members from each class has to slide as quickly as they can while playing scissors paper stone. the station masters were pouring soap water all the way la, lol.

okay la, i can't really remember all the stations in order. but had loads and loads of fun! one of the stations was to "throw" everyone across a line which was at our shoulder level. haha. lotsa funny things happened on the way. and i still can't believe that i'm the lightest in my class la. why everyone look so skinny?! >.<

remembered one station was the acid river one! s10 s10 all the way man! we completed pretty fast, built up alot of class spirit on the way too. then was tug of war, really chiong all the way, and reminded me of 4/3's tug-o-war at sentosa cross-country back in sec 3.

the "stepping stone" was nice too, with us holding hands and stepping on the number cards in sequence. and we didn't break the bond as many times as other classes did lei, so li hai! =P there was this "digging in the flour" game too, the flour's like so damn disgusting. lol. had to find some aluminium balls which were not very obvious in the flour. find until i pajiao. =/

hmmm let me think, still got what station ar? oh ya there's this pretty stupid station where you have to use your shoulders to move across the mat before turning 10 rounds back-to-back with your partner and then you'll lastly have to move across another bench. wa seh my partner harry damn power la, i got lifted off the ground by him and he just kept turning. so giddy can! then after moving across the bench i sort of headed for the wall. too giddy liao.

and yah! there was the watermelon game. haha. think i'm gonna stop eating watermelons for at least 2 weeks. haha. the station master still say what if the watermelon not sweet can don't know change a new one or what. no thanks! lol. my shirt was big enough and was black so i volunteered and got myself a free watermelon perfume. cuz at the end my shirt was wet with all the melon juice. yuck. lol.

the blind folded game ended pretty fast. haha. not really challenging. haha. stupid connie, celine and company were trying to confuse me! i got direction sense one okay?! haha.

didn't play in the balloon stepping game and the telematch where you have to bite the carrots suspended in the air, the apple in the pail and stuff. too shag liao. wonder where the guys got all their energy from.

missed out on the "hook rings on the cross" game and some telematches of balloons and some races. cuz not enough time. sad la.

after that had mass dance. finished carwash and another song! haha. the dance that was handed down from past generations. lol. super retro but i like! haha.

then after that went for my og dinner! haha. sorry s10 mates for not joining you guys at marche. felt quite bad. but i cant back out on an outing i knew of days ago right? somemore i'm the one asking the rest to go, if i dont go myself i really deserve death man. lol.

anyway it was my first time dining at glasshouse's fish&co. kinda prefer wheelock place's though. went to get liting's cake before that with chuwen. the dinner was simply rocking la. haha. although not many from OG8 were present, but i'm still very glad that you guys made the effort to come yea?

O-G-8!
we're the BEST OG oh OG8!

haha. surprised liting with the cake. walk to her liao then realised i forgot to take the knife along! lol. went to the place where i left the knife and brought it back, by then the candles already half-melted. sorry! =X took one sparkler from the counter and sang her a bday song again.

then had some sort of skit acted out. haha. super hilarious lor, seriously! i love the gay-ing part! haha. made me laugh so damn hard. and ya the supposed surprise bday song i dedicated for liting came at the wrong timing la, right in the middle of the skit! haha. but still hope you had a wonderful bday with us!

the phototaking part was so torturous can! imagine squeezing with like maybe 100 people to fit into a digi cam's screen? -faints- haha.

wanted to stay and chat with the OGLs de. but zhijun insisted it was getting too late. haha. never mind, let's go out again! i think i'll be planning it real soon. and give me another 2 or 3 days for the full contact list alright? sorry!

i miss OG8 so so so much! especially OGLs : suihang haowen zhijun edwin sarah!! looking forward to OG8's outing this sat! yay man amazing race and dragonboating. whee~ =)

okay, i'm really stopping here. what a long entry! but i'm just so so so so so so happy today! haha.

anyway, get well soon pat!

2006-01-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

bad bad week. alright, its only wednesday. just hope things will turn out better from tomorrow onwards.

monday* - 090106
happy birthday jiaying and jiawei! haha sounds like they're twins la, but they're not. at first thought i was in 06s07, but apparently everyone had a change of classes after morning assembly. my new class is 06s10. know almost all the girls le, plus some of the guys. pretty enthu class, just that i'm still having difficulty adapting.

its like, i hate the experience of making friends all over again. it just makes me feel really lonely and outta place. lucky there's still meiping-stepahgong to accompany me.

but, i still feel weird. i bet everyone else is moving on, making new friends and all weren't too difficult for them i guess. i'm halfway through my second week in nj, but i still have not found that many friends. every morning when i reach school i'll head for the canteen, the table where the andersonians gathered.

no more noisy mornings with 4/3. to think i used to complain about all the noise. now i'm missing them. during breaks, when you walk around alone, you realise that there are too many unfamiliar faces around. classes assemble in single files, which made me miss kejun crapping beside me.

anyway, back to topic. ya. met up with dear for dinner. sorry bryan had to sorta chase you home but i just need some private time with jiaying. hope you understand yea? had a short dinner and chatted about some stuff before taking bus home together. i miss her so so so so so much! don't forget i'm at nj waiting for you k?

tuesday* - 100106
went toapayoh to find uncle alan. well, should go out and have some fresh air. beats rotting at home. went art bistro and the cheesecake tasted like ginger-cake(the cake version of gingerbread). --" ate loads of junk. >.<> maybe not going to ANDss cca openhouse anymore. but still meeting up with jiaying for breakfast. perhaps i'll just rot somewhere alone and join the ex2/1s later on at 6pm.

on a happier note, let me jot down all the things that made me smile/laugh for the past few days.
my stars* =)=)=)
jiaying dear!!
og8+ogls.
mih.
mass dance(kinda prefer carwash now. =/)
pat and sharon.

i need some posivitivity-medicine. lol. hope tomorrow's og dinner will be rocking. i need personal coach for mass dance! haha!

2006-01-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

yay! tomorrow is school day!
looking forward to the war games.
but im not in Antaios anymore. =(=(=(
hope people in s07 are enthu.

another thing to yay about: im meeting dear tomorrow!
passing her quite alot of stuff i guess.
haha. gonna chiong after school ends.

third yay: i'm totally booked on my birthday!
breakfast -- mac with jiaying dear!
lunch -- perlin ningx shan fangyi! i want neos!
dinner -- steamboat with 2/1'o3 chi girls!
happy happy. this birthday's gonna be so rocking. =)

2006-01-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

1 week of orientation ended. but the fun has just begun. =)

know my class le. anyone in 06so07?
hari today help me checked. thanks alot!

shall join many many ccas to try out during this 3 months.
haha. since i don't even know if i confirm can get into choir.
its like, everyone's from choir! fierce competition la. =(

went KAP mac for lunch with og8, og7 and OGLs ytd.
so fun!! celebrated jean's birthday.
went home at around 9 like that. tired like shit but happy.
yay. my birthday is coming! meeting up with so many people!
one group for lunch, and one group for dinner. =)
got a pre-birthday wish, but don't think it'll come true anyway.

went queensway with pat today.
she bought her shoes. haha.
after that went to meet sharon at yishun.
chatted for very long. left long john at like 2230.
all the schools sound damn fun. haha.

i bought dear's birthday present today.
think tmr gonna get her another thing to add on.
im missing her so much!
nvm, we'll unite after first 3 months at nj! =)

sia weiyee! i still haven't give you your xmas present!
lol. and i also miss you like crazy. haha.

2006-01-05T18:43:00.000+08:00

hey! haven't got time to update these days. so shall blog real long this entry. just bear with me okay? hehh.

30dec- f0urthree'o5 countdown chalet*
met with the rest of the people at pasir ris mrt. being very nice, my pa drove me to pasir ris and saved me from the digustingly long mrt trip. haha. everyone was very late la, thanks to dean!!

haha. took the shuttle there only to realise that blur mr yong booked the wrong chalet. bom. haha. slacked and played, i like the soccer game! lol. play until super outta our minds. with xingying dean yinghan clement. super combination man. lol.

refused to have cup noodles for this chalet so had dinner at the foodcourt. haha. the pasta was nice. but tea valley's milk tea even nicer, just that it cost me like $2.80. oh well.

after that went arcade. and ningx came with a present! shan laopa!! so so so happy. thought couldnt see her until don't know when lor. after that went to find the guys to bowl. haha. my score was damn lan la. lol.

went back to the chalet, then dragged perlin ningx shan downstairs for a chat. didn't even have a chance to meet up with them throughout the whole holidays la. =( chatted until the more and more lights went off. but could see more and more stuff. haha. shan and ningx were restless la. lol. kept wanting to play uno stacko. childish. =P

cuz of some undesired reasons, didn't have a place to sleep. so went downstairs to join those not sleeping to chat. haha. talked about the good and bad memories of life in anderson. haiz. miss anderson so much.

31dec- f0urthree'o5 bbq*
the charcoal took damn long to start up la. irritating. so bbq started pretty late. mdm wong went home after a while. ms chia came too! haha. but our mr yong nicest. stayed the longest. no more lame mr yong in 2006. =( bbq ended before 12 la. lol. loved the satay and stingray!! shan went home before ms chia came. and mdm tang didn't come last min. =(

then some of them prepared waterbombs. haha. jenn kena seh until very jialat. i think i escaped dryest. but was still wet totally. mad one! lol. then quite a lot of people went home.

after that went cycling. with fabby kazhua jiawei yiyang. actually fabby wanted to ferry fangyi around one. but i think that girl can't balance then don't dare to go. haha. cycled for don't know how many thousand years before reaching changi village. being a slow cyclist, i slowed them down la. hee. shan't elaborate too much about the trip. lazy. just saw ren yaos.

1jan- check out// sharon's house*
went for lunch after checking out with fangyi sharon kejun dean clement jiawei. haha. then went to sharon's house. played game of life. more like game of snatching-life-cards. lol. jiawei went home and we went for dinner at long john. saw my cousin and my twin nieces. so ke ai! after that went northpoint take neos. lol. had fun designing cuz had unlimited time. lol. the neos turned out damn nice!!

2jan- queensway*
went to get shoes! haha. after much consideration. cuz ex la. but nice! haha. went to look around but couldn't find nicer ones. fangyi bought a shirt, then jiawei bought shoes and waterbottle. after that went ikea. so many people! just as we were about to pay, we realised that we can't even see the counter la. so put down all the stuff and went for hotdogs!

2 of them went kfc then i went jurong to find uncle alan(uncle still sound better =P). chatted then go home le. next day school reopening le.

haha. shall talk about orientation now. made a few friends le. but still can't help sticking to andersonians. i love my OGLs! they were so enthu and all. first day of orientation was boring. cuz of all the mock lectures. second day was pretty much better. our OG finally started to get closer and bonded. but tomorrow's our last day together le. =( gonna have orientation with our class. hope my class will be nice la. orientation's getting more and more fun everyday, cuz as i said, my OGLs rock. haha. really really really hope i'll be able to stay in nj after getting o's results.

tomorrow gonna be a short day! and got OG lunch!! double yay. haha. looking forward to next week. cuz that's when the war games gonna start!! i'm beginning to really enjoy myself in nj. =)

2005-12-29T13:01:00.000+08:00

alright, i shall update before i go for chalet.
okay, i woke up in shock cuz i didn't realise that chalet's tomorrow.
haha. got calls and sms-es to disrupt my sleep. >.<

25dec- xmas*
had a heartbreaking xmas. went sgh to visit my uncle.
he was back on the respirator.
see him like no strength like that and can't talk.
couldn't cry. cuz don't wanna make him cry too. =(
after that walked to chinatown.
bought something that i really liked.
but its for someone else. haha.
had an urge to keep for myself.
still deciding if i should get that something for dear.

26dec
went sharon's house with pat and xingying.
didn't see them since prom!
chatted for 5 hours straight. haha. power right.
sharon's room so much neater with the new furniture.
but let's see how long they can stay in this condition. =P

27dec
pri school chalet!! haha.
actually abit scared will be awkward and stuff.
cuz nearly 4 yrs didn't see most of them.
glad it turned out alright. =)
the guys were lan4 alright. lan4. =P
took so long to start the fire. haha.
enjoyed the ribena most. haha.
the guys gathered in the room to gamble.
then left all the girls outside chatting around the pit.
so ungentlemanly. haha.
wanted to chase them outta the room,
but only managed to chase them down the bed. lol.
fooled around and watched ai de zhang men ren.

then played truth or dare! haha. fun.
but soon it became dare, double dare, love, kiss or torture.
super hilarious!! most enjoyable truth or dare i played.
eugel did a handstand, the kena let off easier one.
jiahao kissed chinguan! haha. on the cheeks la.
they took lotsa photos. omg!
then sokkiang kissed kahern. alright la, girls what.
were siann with the kiss stuff.
so kayhua went round to get a slap from everyone.
haha. seying's slap was loud. haha.
chongchuan didn't escape too.
everyone got to flick his ears. haha. we bian tai one.
then sokkiang tio again.
so she and trixie had to bite one end of the cup each and sip some ribena.
eh difficult okay? haha. the plastic cup very small.
i only know until this part, cuz left with trixie.
haha. she sent me to yck mrt. thanks!

28dec
pri school girls' outing. me trixie huifen seying seemun larissa.
went party world ktv! so fun so fun. seemun likes weibo too!
haha. good good. another weibo fan.were super high la.
the guy there looked shocked when he came in to serve. lol.
then after that went walk walk with trixie. took neos!
but abit loss at what to draw. lol.
shopped, and after much browsing and consideration,
bought my bracelet and studs! maybe getting those hooks soon.
suddenly like crowns and tiaras alot. hehh. so nice!
told my mum i'll reach home by 8, but 9.30 i was still in town.
hehh. went moshi moshi but didnt see weiyee or fangyi lei.
reach home at 10+. missed my ai de zhang men ren! =(

haha. tomorrow going fourthree chalet le!
finally can chat with perlin and ningx!!
and go kbox! haha. with them plus fangyi and shan.
hope can see many many teachers there. =)

2005-12-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

woohoo! today's a fun day~
haha. although i woke up at 9 with lotsa reluctance.
was abit late. abit. hehh.
dear was waiting at mac for me too!
along with dean clement fabby jiawei.
such a pleasant surprise in the morning.
brightened up my day you see. =)

talked lotsa crap during the meeting.
no main point!! haha.
was laughing over stupid stuff like potato, potato and more potatoes!
then the guys went to play pool.
freezing man, really like the aircon's FOC. haha.
dean today ar, ke4 the black ball.
lol. kept going into the wrong hole.
other times the white ball went in as well. suay!!

then went town with fabby. haha.
went to look for fangyi at wisma.
but lihui say she not working there today.
so we went to taka. and finally found her!
lol. went cine after that.
got my slippers! thanks fabby!
and bought my box for dear's letters and my stuff.
then went for lunch at some shop.
anqi came, and left. she forgot her ic.
hope in the end she made it in time for work.
had some disgusting rice. yuck. then ken joined us.
went heeren walk walk to look for presents.
then fabby and ken go buy socks. bom.

as expected, couldn't find anything nice.
but saw a nice billabong wallet. too bad its white.
and ya, the nice ripcurl one i saw today is also white. =(
after a while went taka find fangyi again.
haha. nice me decided to pei her eat dinner. =P
saw hashir. haha. fangyi poor thing la.
only got 30mins to eat. ill-treatment of cheap labour.
haha! she calls herself cheap labour alright.
then walk walk walk to wisma find weiyee.
lol. bought her present. she's buying for me too.
haha. thanks in advance ar!
and her boss sucks. bad attitude.
curse him to get sacked asap.
don't know how to smile and treat customers politely one.
like people owe him money like that. wth!

then made my feet suffered, by going far east.
guilty. and now my feet hurts, like hell.
need to get the presents desperately.
but in the end still can't find anything.
so walk walk walk again, this time to wheelock(or is it wheellock?) place.
bought nydc's cheesecake home!
felt generous. so bought 2 slices. for my jie ma.
haha. oreo and new york.
will try the macadamia nut one soon. hehh.

reached home at around 9.30.
missed 30mins of my ai de zhang men ren. =(
after the show went return vcds.
and rented saw. my ma and jie watch halfway jiu sian liao.
so tomorrow then continue watching. haha.

yay! meeting weiyee on monday. =D
and i'm happy that santa left a prince in someone's xmas socks!
so today is just such a niceee day.

2005-12-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

im updating cuz i seriously got nothing to do.
alright, except for studying. haha.
had a really nice dream last night.
but couldn't remember the details, blehx.
yah and that's why i woke up at 3pm.
its because of the nice cooling rainy weather too. =D

haven't been studying these few days,
so guess i won't be able to finish it after all. =(

talk about tuesday night. haha.
supposed to go 7-11 buy gummies one. sudden craving ma.
ended up renting vcds. =/
spent 13.50 on 3 vcds, quite worth it hor?
rented the myth for my dad then he don't want to watch.
fine. so watch with my mum and jie. nice!
actually wanted to rent initial d but my jie insisted on watching exorcist and ju-on.
grrr. anyway, missed my nyx's castle again. =(
cuz peifen knocked off early then nyx's castle ended at 1.

ai de zhang men ren is nice! so much nicer than wu chu cai hong.
i like fiona xie and jacelyn tay. haha.
the show's funny la. entertaining and light-hearted.
washed 3 bags in a row last night. i can't stand dirty stuff.

and yah, hope tomorrow can go rent all about love(zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni).
hehh. missed the movie cuz of o's.
okay, almost forgot about the meeting at mac tomorrow.
wa seh 10 o'clock ar!! so early!! -faints-

yay! there's pineapple fried rice for dinner! =)

2005-12-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

bored! haha. supposed to be studying but think i slept too much today.
headache ar. haha. okay, shall blog.

talk about yesterday!
met my dear for lunch and got books from her.
so long didn't see her le, miss her so much!
and thanks for the long john meal. =)
went swatch, but apparently the watch i wanted was sold out.
sighs. but never mind, just treat it as i saved some money.
haha. bought hp accessories! so cute.
pooh bear one for me and doraemon one for shiyun.
dragged her to come out and dine with me.
cuz don't know when i'll be seeing her le. lol.

haha. really need some luck.
how to finish something people studied for 2 years in 2 weeks?!
haha. okay la, i shouldn't have started so late.

23dec going back to school.
meeting for chalet stuff.

ATTENTION ALL 4/3 PEOPLE:
if you'd only paid for the bbq and you've now decided to stay overnight, please pay me an additional $10. thank you.

2005-12-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

bored. tired. finished watching full house.
shall blog. blahhhs.

time passed pretty quickly during work yesterday.
dunno lei, but i stayed till 11.
met shan on the way to work.
had pizza for dinner! boonlay uncle's treat again.
felt bad la, was ex.
they went kbox that night lor.
wanted to go, but obviously cant la. =(

anyway, i've decided.
gonna hibernate at home till 4/3 chalet.
except the days i'm working la.
go out only will spend money.
me getting more and more stingy. =
gotta really sit down and finish the cards.
but feel like sleeping everyday.
haish. not gonna do alot of things that i planned.

i hate it when people don't listen la,
and just assume what others are thinking.